I don’t know if this is something every girl experiences at some point in her life, but I have a feeling it’s quite common. It’s the feeling of being less than your other female counterparts around you, whether it be friend or foe. I don’t have a lot of girl-friends, living in a man’s world will do that. Even in school, the two other girls in my major just didn’t talk to me, or anyone. I’ve never had problems hanging out with guy friends doing seemingly manly things. Although, I did find The Expendables movie waaaaayy too manly. I mean, once you’ve shot them twice, do you really have to punch them out and then blow them up? In any case, I went out last night with two of my girl-friends and had a great time. We saw the new Twilight, and yes, you can start the jokes here, I’ve probably heard all of them from my manly co-workers. Now normally, when I’m in a group of girls, I feel like part of me shouldn’t be there, like I’m not up to par, not worthy of hanging out with such people. But there I was, in the center of two supermodel types, girl-talking away and having a great time. Sure, to the outside viewer, this small mousy girl, wearing her blue coat that she’s had for ages with a hint of dog slobber on the sleeve hanging out with the high-fashion supermodel types must’ve seemed like I was less than, but for once I wasn’t feeling that that was so. Realizing that I felt accepted and wanted had me feeling pretty good… until I got slightly chewed this morning by no fault of my own, but life isn’t perfect, and if it was, there would never be any songs or art at all. Unfortunately, it’s the ups and downs that makes us feel, and makes us who we are.
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